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...and that makes me sad.
When I come here and find the forum empty, it stirs up emotions in me that I felt when this tragi-drama first unfolded. This place use to be full of excitement and great anticipation. Friends were made and friends were lost. We were here for each other come hell or high water. Comradery at its most high. To see that it has all but fallen by the wayside discourages me. Where do I go now? What do I do with all my thoughts and my hopes and my fears? I just don’t know
I do know in my heart that the reason for this forum being started did not change and that Michael is still somewhere in the world and he knows that we still believe in him. My only regret and fear is that we possibly will never see him again. This is where loving at a distance is put to the real test. This is where the phrase “if you love someone, let them go… if it was meant to be he will come back to you” fits perfectly. But I’d have to add to that quote by saying, if he doesn’t believe in his ability to know what’s best and know in your heart that he is okay. That’s all we can do.
So this is my last post until and unless the forum gets back to where it use to be. I feel like a child lost in a desert and my survival instincts are gearing up for the long road ahead. I only hope along the way that I will not run into stumbling blocks, and that my intuition will not misguide me, and that my belief in Michael as a person wise enough to save himself at the risk of losing everything else does not turn out to be just a dream that I will awake from. I am following him because I’ve always believed that Michael is the real Peter Pan. It’s a journey and I’m in it to win it.
Love you guys to pieces. Missing you much
Take care of yourselves. Always give love unconditionally. And live life today as if tomorrow will never come the way Michael did. He loved us regardless of anything else he was going through. God Bless and take care of him. Michael was our gift from God. If we never see him again, we have all the love he left for us. He is immortal.